When Life throws you lemons, make lemonade. A common phrase that most people have heard. I once heard that the lemonade won't taste good without sugar.
Things have been difficult lately. I haven't seen my sister since Christmas. My best friend and I haven't been close since he got back to Washington. Another friend is getting married so I won't get to see him much anymore. Another friend doesn't talk to me much since his girlfriend came around. My financial situation is not doing so well... my mom told me if I don't get financial aid for this fall, I can't go. She refuses to discuss any other option with me until we find out if i get financial aid. This is all stressful....
Here's the sugar to add to the lemons! My neice and nephew are wonderful. My best friend and I are still friends. My friend that is getting married has an amazing fiance. She's been staying with me for the past few months and I've really come to love her. Admissions let me back to school! Not to mention I don't have to go green river anymore! I'm dying to go back to BYU I.. I miss being there. As for my friend that doens't really talk to me anymore, I don't think that I really care.
This is definately one of those tough times in life for me, but I know it will be okay. It's going to take some time though. Some days are harder then others, like when someone I don't know makes fun of me and emberasses me but there's nothing i can do about it. I read this article, and in it there was a story where a woman said that feeling peace was a miracle. At least that's how I interpreted it anyways. Things will be okay. I can't see how, but i know they will be :)
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