Friday, June 11, 2010

Keep Holding On

Sorry I haven't blogged in awhile. I've been busy going to greenriver. Even though I hate the school, it's been a good experience. Now I know that I can survive in the world.. At the beginning of the quarter I wasn't so sure. I learned a lot at greenriver though. My grades aren't where I would like them to be, but that's because of minor mistakes I made like forgetting an assignment at home or not reading the directions carefully. I really liked what I learned. I like what I accomplished here. Just today, I played in a piano recital! Crazy huh!? Yes I was nervous, but I actually did it. The thing that got me to do it is when I asked myself if I would let this be the thing that keeps me out of BYU I. I think that's how it works in the church too, when you're keeping commandments. Ask yourself, "will this be something that keeps me out of the celestial kingdom?".
Okay so i went to Rexburg for the memorial weekend with my parents. It was not at all what I expected. A lot of my friends were out of town unfortunately. One of my friends drove up from Idaho Falls though, i thought that was sweet. It was good to see him and feel important enough for him to drive up to see me. I spent a lot of time with my family while I was there. I also got some answers that I needed. For example, just because i'm not someone's best friend anymore, it doesn't change that i'm still important to them, just as they are to me. I also met this guy that I've talked to a bunch of times that i've never actually met. That was interesting. I'm glad that while I was there, I got to spend time with one of my best friends since I was 16 years old. His friends that he's made there are way awesome. He's well taken care of.
Speaking of Rexburg, I've hit another road block. I have to earn another half of a credit this summer, otherwise I won't be able to go back to school there this fall. Another option would be to go to LDSBC until I leave for my mission.
Hmmmm I wonder what will happen